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"in the dream he had remembered his last glimpse of his mother, and within a few moments of waking the cluster of small events surrounding it had all come back. It was a memory that he must have deliberately pushed out of his consciousness over many years. He was not certain of the date, nut he could not have been less than ten years old, possibly twelve, when it happened." Book 2 Chapter 7 Page 160
This quote really gets to me. This quote speaks to me for multiple reasons the first reason is the need to push out a memory that isn't wanted.  This unpleasant memory has forced him to think differently of his self. for several years he thought he killed his mother and he had troubles dealing with what he believed was a fact. This can be very upsetting for a child. pushing off the truth and not being able to remember the death of your mother in itself should be considered torture. The fact is no person should be forced to believe he was the death of the best person in their life. I could not handling believing i was the death of my mother and i would e incredibly hurt. i don't think i would be able to live with that thought.
"he had worked more than ninety hours in five days. so had everyone else in the ministry" book 2 chapter 9 page 179
This quote shows the length people will go to when their mind is controlled. People will work and work when there is nothing else to do and there is no pleasure to have. humans have a hard time functioning however soon these people will break in my theory because they cant work this much.